!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!

!*! Now I find Myself Alone !*!


This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time !!

I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then !!

But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you !!

How can I have faith in God..
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge !!

You see the hope that is finally dead
I cannot trust for my heart has been bled
Thank for all your love and support ..
Now, I look forward to my life getting sort !!

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!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!

!!*!! Kya Naam Doon Is Rishte Ko Aapkey !!*!!

Kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....
dil kahta hai ke hai yeh bahut purana rishta
wahee rishta..
jo chaand ka hai chandni se..
sitaro ka hai aasma se..........


samunder ka hai gahrayi se..
jism ka hai aatma se..
phoolon ka hai khooshboo se..
suraj ka hai roshni se..........


kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin..
kuchh hi dino ki yeh mulakaton ne
bechain kar dala hai dil ko........


khayal rahta hai tumhara har dum,
hur pal, hur lamha..
chhavi hai tumhari aankho mein
khooshboo hai tumhari saanson mein
tum door ho to paas ho
pass ho to door!!!!

yeh kya hai ?
kyon hai ?
kaise hai ?
kuchh maloom nahin..
is rishte ki had
mujhe maloom nahin
kya yeh sahi hai ya galat ?
mujhe maloom nahin
kya naam doon is rishte ko aapkey
mujhe maloom nahin....... ..

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Shayari

Humne Dil Tora Dharkanon Ke Khauf Se
Apni Basti Hi Mita Di Barishon Ke Khauf Se
Kaun Kahta Hai Hamein Mohabbat Raas Aa gayi ?
Hum To Yoon Hi Hans Dete Hain Aansuon Ke Khauf Se

Jab bhi yaad aati ho ye nazrein jhuka leta hoon,
Bheegi bheegi palkon se Tumhe hothon tak la leta hoon,
Tumse jo kuch kah na paya khud se woh sab kahta hoon,
Guzri lamhe guzri baton ko yaad karta rahta hoon,
Dil mein bebasi nazron ki berukhi si khamoshi ko apna leta hoon,
koi khol na de ye raaz ko , dar ke nazrein hi jhukaye rakhta hoon..

Har baar apki salamati ki duaa karenge,
teri aarzoo mein apni hasti fanaah karenge,
tum chahe daaman bachalo humse lekin....
Hum marte dum tak aapse wafa karenge!

Kuchh rahe na rahe, teri mohabbat ka sahara rahe
Pyaar mein dooba, hamesha ye dil hamara rahe
Khushiyaan teri, sare ghum mere hon dua yahi hai
Ankhoon mein, sada chehra tumhara rahe

Intezaar rahta har shaam tera,
yaadain kat ti hain le-le kar naam tera...
Muddat se baithe hain yeh aas paale,
Ki aaj aayega koi paigaam tera....

Na thi JISKO mere pyaar ki kadar...
Itefaq se USSI ko chah rahe they hum...
Usi diye ne jalaya mere hathon ko,
Jisko hawa se bacha rahe they hum.!

Waqt aur khushi tere Gulam Honge,
Har Pal aur Pehlu Tere Hi naam Honge,
Jara Mud Kar Dekhna Mere Dost,
Tere Har Kadam ke neeche
mere hathon ke nishan Honge............!!!!!

Gazal: Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga

~*~ Khuwabon Mein Aaoonga ~*~

Mahsoos dharkanon mein jo karta tha aaj tak ,
Wo geet to main aaj suna kar hi jaoonga !

Chhalkey jo paimaney mein usi jaam ki tarhan ,
Mai pyaar zindagi mein yoon chhalka ke jaoonga !

Maut se darta nahi shama ka parwana ,
Yeh raaz main duniya ko bata kar hi jaoonga !

Mausam-e- bahaar mein hoti hai jo hal-chal ,
Kuchh dil mein terey aisi hi hal-chal machaoonga !

Qadmon ke terey naqsh kuchh baqi hain ret par ,
Lahroon ki tarhaan ret se milney main aaoonga !

Bhar legi apni baahon mein ek roz wo mujh ko ,
Har raat yahi soch ke khud ko sulaaoonga !

Kahtey hain zannat mein bhi hoti hai mohabbat ,
Wada hai zindagi mein hi zannat dikhaaoonga !

Lagta hai merey pyaar ke qadmon ki chhaap hai ,
Sajdey se yahi soch kar sir ko uthaoonga !

Har baar tasawwar mein ubharta tha tera akks ,
Aaj apney tasawwar ko haqikat banaaoonga !

Thukra bhi diya usney kisi din mujhey agar ,
Wo pyaar ki waadi se pukarey to aaoomga !

Paya hai tujhey aaj duwaaon ke asar se ,
Khudaya tera ahsaan main kaisey chukaoonga !

Toot jaye agar zindagi ki door bhi, Sam !
Ban jaoonga ek yaad aur khuwabon mein aaoonga !

''Ek Devta'' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

''Ek Devta'' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

Ek hi Baat Ko Har Geet Mein Likhna Chahta Hoon ,
Aaj Tak Kah Na Saka Jo, Wahi Kahna Chahta Hoon !

Jo Aankh Band Huyi Dil Mein Tumhi Ko Dekha ,
Khuli Nigaah To Tumko Hi Dekhna Chahta Hoon !

Zindagi Guzar Rahi Sirf Teri Chahat Mein ,
Tumhare Sath-Sath Har Ghadi Rahna Chahta Hoon !

Ungaliyaan Jhijhak Ke Sharma Ke ruk Gayin Hardam ,
Yoon main apna Hal -e- Dil Tumhe Likhna Chahta Hoon !

Teri Khusboo Se Mahakti Hain Yaadein Meri ,
Tere Seeney Mein Tere Dil Sa Dharakna Chahta Hoon !

Tere Sapnon Mein Yoon Khoya Raha Roz-o-Shab ,
Main Khud Ko Bhoolta Gaya, Tujhey Itna Chahta Hoon !

Dar-o-Dariche Khule Rakkhe Hain Tumhari Khatir ,
Tumhare Hathon Bade Shauk Se lutna Chahta Hoon !

Teri Rahon Ke Khaar Chun Loonga Main Apni Palkon Se,
Tere Labon Pe Hasin Ban Ke Thirakna Chahta Hoon !

Ye 'Mere' Geet Nahi ,Yeh To Meri Pooja Hai ,
Dil Se Bas 'Ek Devta' Ko Poojna Chahta Hoon !!!!

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I Want To Say Thank You

~*~ THANK YOU ~*~

I wanted to thank you
for the things you have done,
for being my guardian angel
when I felt I had none.

I wanted to thank you
for the love you have shown,
for your warmth and affection
when I thought I was alone.

I wanted to thank you
for your gestures and words;
you gave me strength when I was in need
and helped me trust in my own creed.

I wanted to thank you
for being there through thick and thin,
if not in body, in soul
and always believing that I could win.

I wanted to thank you
for who you are,
for your strength and courage,
for always shining like the brightest star.

And the only way I can thank you
and show you how I feel
is to utter these words
which are written in steel:

It's so peaceful to be loved for who I have become
than to be resented for the things I have not done.

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!!*!! Beautiful Dream !!*!!

~*~ Beautiful Dream.....You Are ~*~

You are all of my beautiful dreams,
put together, and rolled into one.
You're the moon and stars in my sky,
and the light of my morning sun.

You're my first thought in the morning,
and my very last thought each night.
Dreams of you hold me through my day;
bring comfort to me, until morning light.

You have brought me a world of love,
which fills every emotion within me.
A world I always knew could exist,
but not one, I ever thought I would see.

A beautiful world that can only be seen,
through the hearts of two joined as one.
One that paints all of the colours of love,
more deeply within, as each day is done.

A portrait of love, captured by my heart,
and reflected so deeply into my soul.
Embracing me within beautiful dreams,
from love so precious, it makes me whole.

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